It's kind of heartbreaking moment when you expect too much on people and found out that you hurt yourself. I'm sure that everyone face this shit at least once. And me too, feeling the same way. I cried too much. I don't know why. But those words are killing me inside. It's just like you're a rubbish to someone.

     I just wanna say that let people be rude to you, but never ever act like them. It doesn't worth at all. It's just ruining your relationship that you've built long time ago. Be patient and smile. I said that because i had an experience when someone was giving up to me because of my rude and bad behavior. I don't want it to happen again. I even try to change it to a positive way. So all you need to this is be patient and keep smiling because life is worth living :)